Greatest feeling, ever!
Off work, and time for prison break. <3 Waiting for the honey. Maybe tonight will be better then thought?
FML
Buying a washer and dryer was suppose to be such a good fucking idea. No more hauling loads to ma’s and paw’s house! Hooray. SIKE. House fucking flooded and can’t hook up dryer. Thanks Good Will. I bought those two things hoping I’d help some homeless folks. Whom shall I call on to fix this shit?
I can’t and I won’t
I understand that I need to let time show me what I really have. I don’t like this half broken feeling. I feel lost. Depressed. I know what is right and I know what is wrong. I hate the fact that every man that roams this Earth is smoking, drinking, and fucking. Seriously I can’t stand that everyone is alike. I’m not with you. And I refuse to ever stand by you in anything. I can’t understand why people are the way they are. I’m so tired of things being so hard. I know life isn’t suppose to be easy, but it isn’t suppose to be this way. Out of all people I deserve to be happy and free. I don’t ever want to go through what I have lived, I know I will in ways, but if it’s in my reach and I have control over I will do what I got to do. I’m so thankful for what I have but when I can’t see you or know that you’re okay it kills me. I hope you wake up and change and just help me get through this so we can be back together. I’m hurting so bad and I can’t even help it. I’m miserable. I don’t want to live without you and I won’t.
You could bloom
into something so beautiful, my love. You could spread your wings and let yourself be happy and fly back into my heart and save me. These memories will always be my support and I’m so afraid with out you in this cold world. I hope you can come back to me one day, understanding why I am how I am, and why I did what I did. I’m tore into pieces, I can’t let go, I can’t breathe.
NO ONE
understands me!! </3
"Will you miss me when I’m gone long enough? I wonder how long it will take for you to come crawling back wanting my company again? Or will you even at all? I wonder if you will even still love me by then? And how will you react when I tell you that behind you’re back I’ve been talking to your best friend…But it’s only you I think of when I see him. I will only ever want you. I will look for you in every men for the rest of my life.
It was a promise and the truth when I told you that you were the last person I would ever say “I love you to”. It was a promise, and I plan to keep it."
- Kaitlyn Elizabeth Pead (via katieslittlebluebutterflys)
